Jaded

i never thought i can feel this feeling again
i thought i won't be hurted by anyone, no more...
Now, the feeling comes even from a guy who was not yet mine! Just a guy who gimme a free care as a brother, who only calls me to remain time to sleep time to wake up. Shit i've given my heart that easily... Shit!!! Bummer!!!

i don't like when i feel... oh i'm so hopeless...
actually this just a lonely feeling that won't last forever...

what is it? do i missing him or am i just need some love from anyone...

can somebody help me? oh God,,,, i want to cry... my PMS or i just a weak person T_T really i will cry now!!! i miss my mom, my dad and nobody like to share their joy with me T_T

Can i have someone who really care...?

this is jaded or being lonely..? ataukah aku disakiti ketika sedang kesepian? Tuhaan..... T_T